monday 8,2008

today was just a normal day i went to school and saw my friends but i was happy because they just left all the drama at home today and im trying to get money so i can go on the trip that i really want to i really want this so is all i want for Christmas is money so that i can go on this trip this is what i want i dont need to think about it again i know what i want in life and this is it. i love my family this morning i got up and i was mean to my mom and i was crying at school because i felt really bad so my teacher asked what was wrong after class and i told her so she let me call my mom on my cell phone and shes going through the same thing with her daughter but her daughter goes for wat she wants and nothing else and her mom was sad and you could see that and her daughter cuts herself now and she used to be really nice and loved her family and so i called my mom because i know id regret it later if i gave my family up i just love them so much and id do so much for them even if that means to give my life for then i love my friends and im getting better at this whole datting guy thig and i like this new guy hes a bishops son hes nice and cute but he has no intrest in dating to i think ill just date my friends until he is its so worth it to his name is not going to be told i just re decorated my room it so cute and i am getting my grades up im happy i dont have any low grades but im going to try to get them up so i can get some privaleges to go to my friends houses some time soon well night