im worried, mom i miss you

im about 7 weeks pregnant and worried scared wish i didnt feel like this tj is working alot more now i feel like were distancing apart but im probably just over thinking it cause we need more money, it just doesnt seem like hes as exited about this baby as i am and it worries me because inside i know hes exited about it i just dont know why i feel like this im so emotional lately and i hate it, i wish my mom was here in north carolina so i wasnt so scared about all this ive never beed to the drs without her and this one comming up on the 7th scares me so much they are taking alot of blood and alot more im worried about any bad news i just need some one very close to be here with me to help me like my mom i miss you so much mom and i love you and you have no idea how much i love you but its millions you mean so much to me, im going to be growing up alot more now since ill be a mom and without you here ill be doing it without you its a first im always hiding behind you having you help me but you cant for the one thing i always imagined you to help with but im glad and scared i know things happen for a reason but i cant wait to go see you after its born that way i can give you a hug and never let go

im so happy!!!

last night tj and i found out im pregnant the dr wants to do an ultra sound july 7th he said im about 8 weeks along but we want to make shure im pregnant cause those tests might have been wrong but were excited about it even though we are working to get me insurance so we dont have to pay all the medical bills but were so excited about this

so we are moved in to our new appartment and we love it im glad to be starting a like with tj we hav our momments but i love him i know i say it alot but i mean it and we are starting our lifes together hopfully soon we will be more than dating lol