Saturday, November 6, 2010
love life
i finaly found a guy that is really cute my family likes him and i likew him alot he makes me happy and he is very wwell mannered and he is from alabama i love his accent and he makes me feel like nothing can ever touch me or harm me and i can be open with him and we have alot in common and he makes me laugh all the time and none of my ex boyfriends even did that.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
what about life?
family might be the greatest thing in the world but there comes an end i dont like some of my cussins no offence but i come all the way to idaho to help there mom with stuff and to see my grandparents and all they do is be rude and self centered and its anoying and no one cares and i found a guy who accually makes me laugh and he makes me smile and i like him the oly problem is my mom doesnt like him just cuz we met on the internet doesnt happyness count for anything not much to say shes never liked anyone iv dated i dont blame her but she wanted better and everyone thinks hes better even jen likes him and who cares how we met i like him and he is respectful and he has manners and we understand eachother and we havent stoped talking since we met hes in the army and he lives really close and im trying to move into an appartment but i dont want people using me so thats y i want to move alone i can still see my mom and my friends so y cant i do anything that pleases my mom no matter what i do shes either displeased or not happy with what i do but everthink its who i am y cant people accept who i am i have a reason for the choises i make. people are so careless and are way worse than me but they r accepted with what they do but i cant do anything right and i feel like im just a embarassment to my family no one is perfect but ever since i moved out of my moms house my relationship with my mom crumbled and i told her i wasnt sstaying there forever and yet i still came over all the time hahaha but its all good its life i guess.
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