today was slow

today felt like the world masivly slowed down and it was really boaring we didnt do anything new just messed around because we have a half day tomarrow and then no school till monday and my head herts off and on and its anoing and no oone really has time for me to acually express how i feel what pain i go through whats new with me my own family doesnt but i dont worry about it very much because there busy and i have to get things done to so i loved the new moon movie now i want to buy it and i cant wait till july that it when the next one comes out and im happy that my mom is letting me go with my boyfriend to thanksgiving dinner but i feel like im letting my family down even though i knoiw it wouldnt make a diference if i go or not because they dont even notice me when im there so i mine as well do something that makes me happy and i try to not be rude and not to have an attitude but sometimes i just snap and i hate it and i wish i could fix it and im trying to but people dont see what i go through everyday how i feel whats going on with me and the way people treat other people has a huge impact on alot of there lifes so be nice even if its really hard because it will make a huge differance in someones day because i look forward to the nice in the day not the rudness and hatred well i have to go for now love you all xoxoxoxoxoxo

love brandi

me

hey today i had fun at school i found out that by Friday i will have another a in class i am working on getting my grades up and i havnt had alot of time and i have been happy so ya lol i am nervous about my final drive for drivers ed because i need more practice and my family keeps asking me what i want for Christmas well i really don't know just things i can use when i move out and movies and music the latest and newest i guess and there is more but you guess don't need to spend money on me so i will not include those items and i am so exited to just be happy well i have to go have a sunshine day today
















love Brandi