ive relized no one is perfect and i know ive hurt my family in the worst way ever but i wont talk about it i just want them to know i love them and i know they love me and especially my mom i love her i would die without her and i hope she knows that i want to fix my life i have messed it up so i want to spend more time with my mom and my family and i want to have her help through honors i know it will be hard so i want her help and i love my sister danyel so i hope she knows that well i have to go help megan.... night